Do I Even Dare?

Do I even dare?

the attempt seems terrifying

to fall in love with life again

to see the truth of

and not implode entirely

is beyond me right?

babies being torn to bits

tsunamis of sadness

lashing out, and tearing up

intolerable with a clear lense

can I stand it?

I will need serious help

to fall in love again

what would it mean?